I try not to vent to often on here, not because things are always hunky dory for me, but because I think it is just horrible to complain all the time. Seriously. When I look at the big beautiful picture, how can I complain? God loves me, provides for and forgives me. My children are both happy, healthy and simply beautiful. I have a handsome, smart, hardworking husband that loves me unconditionally. No matter what we are going through right now, worried about finding jobs and how we will make ends meet, we know that we will make it together. This is temporary. There are people so much worse off all over the world. Sooooo...when I want to vent and cry and scream and yell about how unfair life is right now, it is hard for me to come here and do it like I desperately want to. Before my fingers can type the ugly, God reminds me about the beautiful. My intentions tonight were to use my blog as a healthy place to vent (so that I didn't take it out on Wes). Here I sit with this wonderful blank screen in front of me and all I can think about is the song that just suck in my head...Lord, I'm desperate for you.
This is the air I breathe
Your holly presence, living in me This is my daily bread Your very word, spoken to me And I........I'm desperate for you And I ........ I'm lost without you...
from "Breathe" by Michael W Smith
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It is a beautiful song and one that you should definately have on repeat mode. I love you and know that it will all work out. Maybe not the way you envision it, but it will work out.
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